♥ ♥ my once upon a tyme doesnt have a happily ever after ♥ ♥

to one of my gfs, im really sorry. i understand if you're not gonna

forgive me. Guess I deserve it. Well, shant bother you . Hope you're well & fine.

sorry i scarred your eyebrow. Hahahaha . next tyme let fyqa do it.im more violent.

i had started a new chapter, with Amyr Setan,

but has ended it anyway ! lets just say it

didn' werk out well, &im being strong here baybeh..

Basically things have been alright , both gud & bad but im still living.

Lets update one by one .

went swimming with Zaki a few days ago .. in the morning .. rajen kn aku ? ahahx..

after swimming , i went back to Admiralty & slacked with ahmed.

then jumpe Man . Then .. I wud have started a NEW case with an OLD tangkis.

get whad i mean ? cant believe i'd see hym again .

slacked at a RC with Ahmed&Man .. Man was texting Amyr ..

&i opened the text and read it . He was texting abt me , &it hurt pretty deep .

They wiped my tears away and Man texted Amyr smth , idk wad ,

that he texted me a few mins later to apologise .

apology definitely NOT accepted u jantan sial !

spoil mahh mood , so i went back home , pretty down ..

there's no one for me to confide in ..

when i lose Amyr , it isnt hym i miss , i missed someone else

and its pretyy obvious who . Yeah i miss Bunny .

anyways, I called Arshat to look for Bunny .

but he wasn't there . Talked to hym abt it anyway.

i dont know whats with me , sharing stuffs with Arshat out of the blue ..

but i appreciated hym being nice listening ..

&yesterdae night i texted Arshat .. I was saying hym tht i always cared

for pple who in the end doesnt apprciate me.. Just like Bunny ..

& the reply was ..

Bunny lah pulak .. Haha .. U replied at the wr0ng tyme baybeh ..

Wr0ng person h0lding the f0ne dear .. Huhu ! ;-)

paisehh sakk . ahaaha . from there , Bunny texted me since Arshat was kinda

busy . seriously he was missed even tho hated.. nyahahah ~

&ever since i broke up with Amyr , hys friends has been chasing after me ..

&i've been hanging out with Zul Pink . so what u gonna do abt it ?

haha . i wish our friendship wont end & i wish it wont be disturbed

by our ''enemy" ..

luv u brother ~ (:

okay toodles. im meeting Shahmizi !

skateboarding at Fyqa's

mendak

one year&still strong

ade2 je...

before reporting, slacked at Fyqa's crib.. waited for her mum to come back,

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then we went out, trained with Saniy. SANIY! he's got new piercings . ugh.

me&saniy proceed to meet hafez and tawfiq, while fyqa proceed on to mit Jonas. (lol)

we played 'Jenga' . Its so cute.

losers have forfeit though ts just a simple

game&a simple forfeit. me&tawfiq lost .

it was fun, i mean the joking & the talking .

afterwards, done with the day's session,

saw Kakai, Lily & Adam. they were Ms Marinah's too. hmpphh.*sebok*

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the guys wanted to play Takraw, pool, blah3,

idk their plans but i went to meet Fyqa & Jonas.

we went to this block where there's a park on the 12th storey.

i swear its beautiful. its conducive to study too.

we played games on paper, too bored you see.

Bee called sayng she was bored. So she met us , from werk .

had to fetch her cos she was lost. hahaha. cute cute.

around eight plus, head back to Woodlands, slacked at Bee's house plak.

ahahah.

only we both know what was happenin while we were waiting

for 858 , and on the bus. hahaa. silly us.

we both are facing the same situation which started on the same date.

6th April 2009 .

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i was kinda upset. around 12+ , went to met Amyr .

but shall not write here what happened . i feel you . Lol .

&im really sorry for what i did jst to make myself feel better .

hope you;re not hurt or aniting..

head back home with a sad smile. haha .

slept around 3am , as usual . insomnia, haaahaa.

almost every night, i cry for Z..

but yesterday night, i cried for someone else .

i feel like slapping myself.

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i wanna share something with everyone..

why is it thtpeople go for the ones they cant get ?

&once they get , they just dont feel the thrill anymore .

well , &for some situations, pple dont give each other a chance.

for example. when a girl likes a guy , the guy didnt like her back ,

but didnt even try to ,

when the girl got completely over the guy, the guy starts

to like the girl out of a sudden. its weird.

but what im tryin to say here is, no matter how u think that

u wont fall for that person, dont be snobbish.

dont reject him/her.

cos u never know that ur gonna fall for hym/her anyday , just not today.

well,it happened to me, &its just not worth it to regret .

i was snobbish so i deserve it. but to the others, try giving urself and the other party

a chance (:

im getting over Z, so im not talking abt hym here anymore,okay?

i think i deserve better.

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